--feelings of love.

I shiver in the winter night,

the cold breeze blew on me

i bask under the scorching sun,

i faint in the desert

i dont feel the cold neither the warm.

my sky seems to be grey

the thunder seems to kill me

i see black

i see grey

i see colours of death

a drop of your chemical,

it changes my life.

that is when i learnt what chemistry is
i feel warm in the cold

i feel cool in the warmth

the sky became blue

the weather became cool

i feel like flowers

blooming with happiness

i feel like a butterfly

flying with grace

i see rainbows,

the colours of life

i fear no more
because,

nothing is better than the one thing

you gave me

-LOVE

nobody believes me when i tell that u're out of my mind.
nobody believes me when i tell them that there's so much you hide.
you treat me like a queen when we go out.
wanna show everyone what's our love about.
all wrapped up in me whenever there's a crowd.
but when no one's around...

there's no kindness in your eyes,
the way you look at me is just not right.
i can tell whats going on this time,
there's a stranger in my life.
you're not the person that i once knew,
are you scared to let them know it's you?
if they could only see you like i do,
then they would see a stranger too.

did i ever do anything that was this cruel to you?
did i ever make you wonder who was standing in the room?
you made yourself look perfect in everyway,
so when this goes down, im the one that will be blamed,
your plan is working so you can just walk way,
baby you secret's safe.

there's no kindness in your eyes,
the way you look at me is just not right.
i can tell what's going on this time,
there's a stranger in my life.
you're not the person that i once knew,
are you scared to let them know it's you?
if they could only see you like i do,
then they would see a stranger too.

such a long way back, from this place we arrived.
when i think of all the time i've wasted, i could cry.

there's no kindness in your eyes,
the way you look at me is just no right.
i can tell what's going on this time.
there's a stranger in my life.
you're no the person that i once knew.
are you scared to let them know it's you.
if they could only see you like i do,
then they would see a stranger too.

there's no kindness in your eyes,
the way you look at me is just not right.
i can tell what's going on this time.
there's a stranger in my life.
you're not person that i once knew.
are you scared to let them know it's you?
if they could only see you like i do,
then they would see a stranger too.

STRANGER!

gawd.

im damn tired now alright.

bcoz of mr sky chen tian.

talked on the phone with joey, boobful and cheerful.

mr tian was trying to irritate all of us on purpose by playing the guitar.

so noisy man.

but, he so called apologised ltr.

talked on the phone with him until 3 plus.

keep disturbing me abt halah.

damn. sky, u're so correct abt smth.

tell joey tell you.

went to s'pore poly tdy.

the person infront of me keep bio-ing guys.

so disgusting.

in the bus, her friend say weimin then we say her friend back,

she nvr help seh.

wad kind of friend is this.

poor lwt. she treat you like maid then you still suck up to her.

damn! im speechless.

haiyo. cyber bullying is bad lor.

yet, hairy keep doing that.

some people just dont know wad are limits.

i talking to joey on the bus oso wan extra.

like wtf? no one talkin to youleh.

bhb. knn.

jcwf, u have been living a lie all this long.

cant you just damn effing wake up?

if still wan sleep hor, go home lar.

our sch dont welcome you.

zap!

please vanish!

my blog's dying, horribly.

i've been wanting to blog for a long long time.

just that my stupid bros were always hogging it.

i have been home late these few days.

btw, i've got a laptop but im damn too lazy to turn it on.

so, i just freakishly snatched the com from my bro and use it.

LOL.

hmmm...now, im gawd damn bored.

hubby's having ndp training now at marina.

my bro's leaving home soon to watch ndp.

mum's in ROME.

granny's cooking smth tt smells so great.

i think it's curry...mmmm.

lalalalalalalalas.../:

went home w hubby & anas ytd.

hubby had a tummy ache after having the longan drink at the market behing our sch.

gosh. my poor boy.

anas and lance were there also.

they said they want to share the pain so they had the longan too.

in the end, they had tummy ache too.

poor people.

anw, i've prayed tt u all will be okay.

i hope god heard me.

LOL.

damn, i wanna go shop for more clothes.

i gotta wait for mum to be back from europe.

i wanna see wad she got for me, just in case or maybe, i wld buy the same thing as her.

she phoned dad a few days ago and said tt the things there aren't cheap.

hmmm...:/

ahahahahs.

i bought a black and white stripped shirt and leggings on tues when i was out with joey.

tt's the first time tt i wld buy smth first instead of her.

poor joey.

nothing just seems to be attracting her tt day.

hmmmm...i guess she have eyes for yongjun.

like joey, both of us wanna to smth really crazy.

singapore's way too small for our explosive crave.

damn thang.

tralalalalas...:/

sch was so effing bored today.

stupid ms ren jing. knn.

switched most of our seats.

was sms-ing my baby during mt.

& mr yeo. the clownish teacher.

made all of us laugh till our sides hurt.

anw, this is so gonna be my family tree in class frm now on,

grandpa ][ qi en. "ah-gong"

father ][ sufiyan. "lao-peh"

mother ][ joey. " lao-bu"

uncle ][ andy. " uncle soo lau lan"

brother ][ jonathan. " hia-di"

twins bro ][ hong jie. " the evil-twins"

younger bro ][ johar. " suay orh-orh"

cousin ][ wai kit. " soo ann gree"

cousin ][ zuo kuan. " soo kay poh"

LOL! mr yeo did all these family tree stuff.

anw, gtg.

PEACE Y'LL!

this blog is rotting agn.

aauuuwww, poor little thing.

hmmm, i dunno wad to say man!

i've been really busy this few days.

yeah! :DDDDDD

ok. it's like JULY now.

oh noooo...!!!!

it's my birthday.

3rd july.

woah!!! 14 years ago.

wad has my parents done man?

okok. get back here.

im *speechless*...

it's like 1:22 am now.

uuhhh-huh.

im msging my baby!

hey, baby!

I LOVE YOU MAN!

lol. ok.

i think tt's it.

im TOTALLY speechless now.

BABY, I LOVE YOU!