i havent been here for a long long long while.
guess i just dont wanna care bout anything.
exams are like hanging around the effing corner.
trying real hard to study, just cant concentrate.
im in no mood for anything right now.
just freaking feel like sleeping and never wake up.
isn't it great? away from all the troubles and fears.
ggggggggrrrrrrrr...DAMN!
bloody BTXW.
im not sure but seriously, i thought you were my god-sis.
you're sucha betrayer. BASTARD. ASSHOLE. I HATE YOU, bitch.
you're hell full of crap :/

today's bored.
no joey. no laughter. no fun. no excitement.
MAINLY NOTHING.
wrote a poem:
You're the culprit that never fails to steal my stare,
but i doubt you even know im there.
I wish you could just take away that fear,
please turn & look back, know that im here.
peiyen saw and said that that is how i feel deep inside,
it's the reason why i wrote tis poem in like 5 minutes.
didnt really thought what she said was true.
thought about it & realised what she said was so true.
THAT'S HOW I FEEL INSIDE!

boy, i actually dont hate you.
okay, maybe yes i do but cant you just stop asking why i hate you?
think about the answer urself, will you?
what ATanJY said it's true.
im j____ of ____na.
so?
if i told you, what would you do?
DONT KNOW? DONT CARE? DONT BOTHER?

TO YOU, IM INVINSIBLE!