Thursday, May 31, 2007
right now i feel invinsible to u,
like im not, real.
didnt u feel me lock my arms arnd u
why'd turn away?
here's what i've to say...
i was left to cry there,
waiting outside there,
grinning with a lost stare...
tt's when i decided...
why should i care?
'cause u werent there when i was scared,
i was so alone.
u, u need to listen.
im staring to trip,
im losing my grip and im in this thing alone.
am i some chick u place beside u,
to take somebody's place.
when you turn arnd can you recognize my face
u used to love me,
u used to hug me,
but tt wasnt the case,
everything wasnt okay.
i was left to cry there,
waiting outside there,
grinning with the lost stare...
tt's when i decided...
why should i care?
'cause you weren't there when i was scared,
i was so alone.
u, u need to listen.
im starting to trip,
im losing my grip and im in this thing alone.
crying out loud im crying out loud
crying out loud im crying out loud
open ur eyes
open up wide
why should i care?
'cause u werent there when i was scared,
i was so alone.
why sholud i care?
'cause u werent there when i was scared,
i was so alone.
why should i care?
if u dont care, den i dun care we're not going anywhere.
why should i care?
'cause u weren't there when i was scared,
i was so alone.
why should i care?
if u don't care, den i dun care we're not going anywhere.

IM ALL ALONE.
Wednesday, May 30, 2007
Monday, May 28, 2007
a sincere apology to those ppl i've hurt.
and yeah...
loving somebody is wanting him/her to be happy.
i want u to be happy.
i guess it's better leaving everything just the way it is.
it's not the best for me.
but, it's the best for u.
i dun wish we cld end up like this.
pls, give us another chance?
anw,
joey went for camp.
waiting for her to come back so tt we can go shopping tgt.
i miss her.
im gna wear braces most likely nxt week.
im so so so extremely nervous.
dunno how wld i look with it.
hahs. ;]
♥♥♥
why cant i just seem to get u out of my head???
why did i even fell for u in the first place?
who's fault is it?
why do we have to end up like this?
why do i feel so hurt seeing u leave?
what the hell am i thinking?
what's wrong with me?
what's wrong with u?
what's your prob?
what does god get by letting us be this way?
why do we have to be like this?
why? why? why?
what? what? what?
aaaarrrrggggghhhhh!!!
boowoohoos.
gcwq.
that was for u.
blah blah blah...xxx.
urrrr...im confused.
what shld i do now?
wait for u?
carry on with my life?
...all i can say is.
waiting for u is like waiting for rain to fall during a drought.
it's terrible like this.
it's hard and tough.
i guess i'll wait for u,
♥♥♥
♥wishing u were here, all along...♥
Saturday, May 26, 2007
Friday, May 25, 2007
she scold me in her's.
and i do the same in mine.
fair wad.
den now cme bark at me for wad?
talk to her oso wan die sia.
dunno wad the hell she talking.
her english sucks right to the core.
u just talk to her but put down le rite?
i can call her after that wad.
plus,
joey agrees with me.
not u.
FUCKED HERE!
one of them was my girlfriend.
she's like so wtf.
i wasnt trying to do everything.
but, if tt is what i can do, then, too bad.
if u cant den just fking shut ur big mouth up.
talk abt me on ur blog as if everybody scared of u like tt.
u dont even realise tt the ppl arnd u oso do hate u.
so pls just wake up.
u dis stupid freak.
i was just only helping 'cause june and company agrees tt my hand-writing is nice.
so what are u not happy with tt? jealous?
and i told u not to dirty the place...
u didnt even listen and dirtied the place with ur...,
freaking dirty small fking arse.
plus plus plus,
was there a prob with not going for the workshop?
is not even ur prob,
so just fking stop being kaypo.
wanna backstab me den say in my face luhs.
went to orchard with joey.
we bitched bout tt girl i mentioned above.
isnt she totally dumb?
dun even know how to french den wanna learn...
for wad sial? despo arhs?
stop acting big, vain, chio, lian...
and the most important,
stop scolding "ppl" if u dun dare to.
u know wad i mean...
i noe joey does...'cause we were the one tt were bitching.
and dun take advantage of ppl's kindness.
dun just take money frm me.
'cause u've gt no money, doesnt mean u're fking allowed to.
if i were that calculative as u and sum up the amnt tt u have taken,
i betcha can even afford paying up.
'cause u're so gna take years to return.
u know wad?
oweing ppl money over the chinese new year is BAD LUCK!
so happy new year nxt year.
BAD LUCK IS COMING!
u're such a loser.
u know wad gurl?
i still treat u as my bestfriend/girlfriend.
pls go and do a self-reflection and see what u wanna do with ur life?
'cause i so think tt u've wasted it.
u're life is like shit.
salvage it when u still can.
so WAKE UP FRM UR DREAMLAND?
probably if u apologise for hurting everyone...
we cld still forgive u.
take this opportunity seriously.
I LOVE JOEY YAP ZU ER!
tt's all i wanna say.
i wanna watch tv agn.
love<3>
so,
PEACE Y'LL FOLKS.
Thursday, May 24, 2007
Tuesday, May 22, 2007
i guess 2e2 had lots of fun rite, people?
and yeah...
of course, if not for tt stupid MRT-mentally really toot principle,
we would not be laughing away during ms nur's class.
zk made us laugh till our sides hurt.
lolx. tt's like wth?
anw, joey didnt come to sch today.
sadly, she missed out on all the fun.
hmmm...anws,
i didnt go for the mass student council meeting when im supposed to.
went out with joelle to j8 instead.
gosh...i hope nth wld happen to me tmr.
guess i wld get a scolding...
sadded. :(
on the way...
i saw...
GLEN & FRIENDS.
wtfh?!
im like so pai-sehh.
ya. den came home slept throughout the whole afternoon.
woke up at abt 7 plus and went to play billard with seraphina.
went home ltr, had dinner and here i am!
haiz...GOSH!
i cant even believe it myself,
its already been abt 7 mnths.
y are u still haunting me.
guess...its hard to forget ur FIRST DATE.
tt's why. boowoohoos. c:
i feel like telling him i love him,
but,
sadly, i dun haf the courage.
and plus...
urrrmmm...forget it.
shant talk abt it.
guess im just gna get depression soon.
lols.
and yeah...
i'll stop here.
mum wna use com.
BYEBYEBYE!!!
Monday, May 21, 2007
Saturday, May 12, 2007
anw,
JOEY came to my place yesterday.
went to fetch her at the mrt station...
was under the hot scorching sun.
my goodness...i nearly fainted.
JOEY bought some sotong heads, yam pie & taco balls.
were eating on the way back.
hahs.;]
went to swim ltr.
the water is like so effing cold.
i havent been swimming for like mnths...
although the swimming pool is just beside my bedroom.
i'll see it everyday while mugging.
well, now the exams are over.
so, no mre mugging for the time being.
yay!!!
after swimming,
obviously we went to bathe.
hahs.;]
then, we used the com.
mum booked movie tickets for spiderman 3.
went to watch for the second time.
believe me...
its too exciting even though i'm watching it for the 2nd time.
i wasn't even bored.
LOLS.;]
so came back after the movie...
bathed and went to sleep...
until now...
i still miss tt sumbody.
ALOT!
boohoos...)':
im so gonna emo now...
so,
....ADIOS!
Friday, May 11, 2007
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went to orchard cine to watch spiderman 3.
so niiiccceeee!
i cried.
so ending is sooooo extremely touching...
hahs.;]
joelle went home afterwards.
:'(
anw,
went to walk arnd at heeren...
went to far east ltr.
guess wad?
saw AARON, KAILRENCE AND KAH MING...
at the escalators.
luckily...they didnt see us.
hahs;]
went to get a drink and went home after tt.
reached home at 9 plus...
and yeah...
bathed and started blogging...
i guess i shall go and sleep...
TOOODDDLLLEEESSS :D
Thursday, May 10, 2007
i think blogger's been acting weird lately...
well, nth much happened.
yesterday was science paper.
guess it'll be okay...
today's home econ.
like wtfh?
i didnt study.
maybe a little but seems like nth has been getting into my head lately.
and yeah...
guess i'll be getting another red mark in my beautiful REPORT CARD...
abt today...
went to amk hub to collect my contact lenses.
saw ZOE TAY & KYM NG.
they look so different real live and on tv.
i saw smth disgusting...
someone UP-SKIRT!
she sat there eating...
and she didnt noe tt ppl dwn stairs cld
see her underwear through the glass windows...
i snapped a photo of it.
hahs.;]
didnt wanna post...
its too...urrrmmm-hurmm.
uh-huh.;]
went to take my beauty nap after i came back...
i woke up like three hours ltr and i did smth real stupid...
it was bright so i tot it was friday morning...
i went to ask my maid why didnt she wake me up...
she said today only thursday...
how stupid was i?
hahs.;]
anw, i gtg.
so,
BYEeee!!! c:
Tuesday, May 8, 2007
to pick you up on our very first date
Is it cool if I hold your hand?
Is it wrong if I think it's lame to dance?
Do you like my stupid hair?
Would you guess that I didn't know what to wear?
I'm too scared of what you think
You make me nervous so I really can't eat
Let's go, don't wait, this night's almost over
Honest, let's make this night last forever
Forever and ever, let's make this last forever
Forever and ever, let's make this last forever
When you smile, I melt inside
I'm not worthy for a minute of your time
I really wish it was only me and you
I'm jealous of everybody in the room
Please don't look at me with those eyes
Please don't hint that you're capable of lies
I dread the thought of our very first kiss
A target that i'm probably gonna miss
Let's go, don't wait, this night's almost over
Honest, let's make this night last forever
Forever and ever, let's make this last forever
Forever and ever, let's make this last forever
Let's go, don't wait, this night's almost over
Honest, let's make, this night last forever
Forever and ever, let's make this last forever
Forever and ever, let's make this last forever
Forever and ever, let's make this last forever
Forever and ever, let's make this last forever
today was maths paper.
quite difficult.
i think i screwed it.
hahs.;]
went out with JOELLE & JOEY.
went home after awhile.
hahs.;]
im so gna mug now.
bye!
Monday, May 7, 2007
sch was rocking like hell.
JOELLE AND ME
while shopping,
some stupid guys were like "following" us.
guess who?
hahs'.]
i guess tt's all for today.
TOODLES;]
Friday, May 4, 2007
real bad.

my two girlfriends.
coming to the exciting part.
say CHEESE!
woah! so close...
see them up there!
TO andy:
so sry!
didnt MEAN to be bad,
BUT,
too bad.
i just had to.
yeah. c:
went to buy sushi.
bought for my two cutie bros too.
see! such a thoughtfull sis i am.
went to sit by the fountain to eat
AND
i found out smth.
tt's the place where only old ppl hang out there.
a whole row of old ppl were sitting there!
caught them on cam too.
here's the pic.
the row of old people.
TO them, "the old ppl":
why didnt u smile
and
look at the cam?
went home ltr.
reached home at abt 3plus.
on the com and prepared to blog,
BUT,
i gt a call frm mum.
she told me to meet her and dad at amk hub's,
NEWYORKNEWYORK.
my reaction was like:
why didnt u told me earlier?
i just came back frm there.
u noe?
decided to meet her.
went to get dress and left home.
took bus 76.
ltr,
a bunch of extremely dark indians boarded the bus
i was thinking to myself:
OMG! SO UNLUCKY.
WTFH?
werent they even allowed to board the bus?
hu says they could?
rofl.
lols.
got off the bus ltr.
walked to amk hub and met mum and dad at,
NEWYORKNEWYORK.
had lunch.
the food there was ok only.
went to walk arnd ltr.
dad had to pick up a call.
so, mum and i went to shop arnd.
saw nth nice.
met dad at the escalator near citigems booth.
he told mum tt he saw this really nice pair of couple rings.
took her there to choose.
bought it.
WOW!
didnt noe tt dad was so sweet!
went to ntuc to buy stuff.
was sms-ing my girlfriend JOEY and the dude, KHAIRUL!
i grabbed chocos and candies off the shelf and threw it
into the trolley tt mum was pushing.
mum said:
"haiyo...jaz, u buy so many chocolate and candies?!"
i said:
"i wan marh!"
mum replied,"ok then! dun blame me if u get fat."
hahas.
paid for the stuff and some other groceries tt mum needed.
went home ltr.
on the way home,
in the car,
i saw this really cute white car!
its backlights were star shaped
and if the brakes are used,
the lights wld flash up red.
how cute tt was.
snapped a photo of it.
here it is...
tt cute little car.
ermmm...i've gt nth else to blog and im really sleepy.
i'll go take a nap.
so,
cya PEEPS! ;]
Thursday, May 3, 2007
the bundle of plants tt we gave mr siva.
so sry plants.
guess that this shows tt...
hahs.;]
time's runninq like the wind.
MS FOCK.
Wednesday, May 2, 2007
ok. i dun mean to be bad.
anw, i'll stop here.